Sitting at the airport hotel trying to get some sleep which seems very impossible right now, I have to get up in less than 3 hrs to check myself onto my flight for Amsterdam (then Atlanta -> Puerto Rico).
Getting on the boat today was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, the thought of leaving my Boyfriend killed me and when time came it was hard to hold back the tears.
I didn't cry in front of him though, I broke down on the toilet where I sobbed for a few minutes. A woman came to my stall door and asked if I was ok, damn I felt stupid at that time trying to tell her that everything was fine. My torment didn't end there, the boat had leaked some oil into the harbor so the cleaning crew had to come and do their thing & the leak had to be repaired and that took an hour..
Daniel (My BF) waited outside for a while, guess he thought they'd send us off the boat...
But they didn't, so there I was all alone aching to just run off the boat and go home with him.
This sounds lame and very ungrateful but since we got together we haven't been away from each other for more than a few days and me being the sensitive cry baby I've become can't stand this torture of being alone when I know I could be with him (or with the family).
I know the saying about distance makes the hat grow fonder or whatever but right now SUCKS!
Can't wait to get the rest of the journey started!
Better try and get some rest now, if I can cuz tomorrow's gonna be a long day!
All the love in the world to you all <3
