I Think You Belong With Me

In movies and tv-shows they make love (at least finding it) seem so easy, my experience tells me that it’s just bullshit (and I think we all know it).
I've met many good guys (according to their friends and my first impression of them told me that they were good ones) but in the end something happens (or is it me, do I bring out the worst in them?) and they’re not so good anymore.
Secrets that unfold the more I get to know them, things that just destroys everything :(
This happened to me just this weekend, met a guy at a bar. He seemed like such a nice guy, invited him into my home and spent the night together (just sleeping! and some kissing ;D) and then the truth comes out :(

My pillow still smells like him, it’s faded a bit now but I can still smell it (I don’t want it to fade completely). That morning was one of the most perfect I've ever had and the night wasn't all too bad either.
For the entire night this gorgeous man held me in his arms, a good song for that night would be Daylight by Maroon 5 (which is the one that just started playing xD)
In the morning (or day, it was kind of late) I had found out his secret and I was a little pissed and hurt by what had been uncovered, so I had turned my back to him.
I felt him shift and a sound that let me know he was awake, I panicked and tried thinking of what I should do but nothing seemed to make much sense.
I should have thrown him out or at least tell him off but I didn't…
Well he did the cutest thing ever; he kissed my shoulder, leaned over me so he could see my face and I could see him and the cutest smile ever. Then he said ‘Good Morning’ and kissed me on my lips.
This little thing melted my heart and the moment was perfect, I remember thinking that I could wake up like this every morning. Sadly that is not the case, we spent the most of the day in bed but all good things come to an end so he left and today I woke up alone.
This whole thing seems like a dream but I know that it happened and part of me is glad it did but the other part of me is sad.
I didn’t know him very long but in the time that I did it felt like we had a connection.

Now all I can do is wait and hope that everything sorts itself out.

 Everything Happens For a Reason

 //Alina